Get It Right

When I first time heard this song the other day, it reminded me about my own life...I cried the first time I heard it...

I cried a lot these days...thinking & wondering if I have done the right thing or just messing up with this complicated life...I thought I make a difference & help them, but it all turns out to be backfired to me...

I don't meant any harm, I just wanted to be there for someone...whom have helped me so much...a little gesture, goes a long way... I pray for every great things for everyone...

God Bless & enjoy this song...understand the lyrics...




Get It Right - Glee

What have I done
Wish I could run
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world
Is on my shoulders

What can you do
When your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
Oh how many times will it take
For me to get it right
To get it right

Can I start again
With my faith shaken
Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do
When your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down

Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
Oh how many times will it take
For me to get it right

So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air and
Accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah I'll send out a wish
Yeah I'll send up a prayer
And finally someone will see
How much I care

What can you do
When your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Oh my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things
Just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
Oh, how many times will it take
To get it right, to get it right

Value Of Time

31 December 2010

I wrote these word not so long ago....I dedicate this to life of appreciation...

At this point of my age reaching to the world of 3 series...
I am fortunate to get to know some new, great people...

Though some end up & left in hurtful, & vengeful ways...
And some just goes off without any words to say...

I have to always remind myself to learn to accept things that had happened, either good or bad....

Know this...
To realize something which are valuable to you is when you lose one...
So, learn to appreciate the things or people that you cared & loved from now on...
it is never too late to realize only until it's gone...

I lost my Dad..it hit me rock bottom and my life was so fucking messed up...
I cried everyday & sleepless night for 2 mths...
I was trying to be strong for my mum...
But I was too weak...I broke my promise...
I wasn't myself completely

and then someone...
a stranger I barely knew...
help me to go through that hurtful fact that I will never gonna be able to see my Dad again...
Comforting my loss...
a stranger that become a good friend of mine...
Was a very great friend indeed...

Whom would have thought this could happen...
I owe it to her...forever...

And now...
Never thought it's gonna be this way...
When I thought everything was okay...
Never thought it's gonna be this hard...

'Appreciate' is the key...
Coz we'll never know what lies on our future that God holds for us...
Only until we say to ourselves..."What If.." or "If Only I Knew..." then we realize time never waits for us...

Don't regret on things in the past...
Learn to forgive those who have done wrong to us...
Learn to accept we human are all the same...
But the things that makes us different is how we are mentally, emotionally & physically strong in facing life difficulties...

It's okay if you stumble, it's okay to fall, it's okay if you're hurt...
But always learn to be strong, strive to survive & learn from our mistakes...
Learn to turn ourselves around to lead a positive life...

God never say life is easy...there's always obstacles and bumps on our journey...
Put our faith in God first before others...
Pray...pray is the key...
Just close your eyes & pray...

Whatever it is, we are all sinners...
I'm not perfect.....so are you....

Living is about learning values of life...
And share life experiences...

And this is a message I sent to remind you that whatever future holds for us,
you're one of my greatest fren that I appreciate in my life...
And I value your existence in my circle...

Thanks for valuable time that we shared...and for the memories...
I love the value of life...

And here I want to share it with you...
In learning to recognise values of our life...
For whatever the future holds for you & me...

We maybe separated by the ocean or by a cause...
And we lead on separate ways...

I....
Will always have silent prayers for you...
Just like a family...
You have touched my heart, you will always be in my prayers & love...

And my tears of fear, sadness & happiness to see everyone's life is cherish & wonder...

Take care always...


Just me,
Cilla