Value Of Time

31 December 2010

I wrote these word not so long ago....I dedicate this to life of appreciation...

At this point of my age reaching to the world of 3 series...
I am fortunate to get to know some new, great people...

Though some end up & left in hurtful, & vengeful ways...
And some just goes off without any words to say...

I have to always remind myself to learn to accept things that had happened, either good or bad....

Know this...
To realize something which are valuable to you is when you lose one...
So, learn to appreciate the things or people that you cared & loved from now on...
it is never too late to realize only until it's gone...

I lost my Dad..it hit me rock bottom and my life was so fucking messed up...
I cried everyday & sleepless night for 2 mths...
I was trying to be strong for my mum...
But I was too weak...I broke my promise...
I wasn't myself completely

and then someone...
a stranger I barely knew...
help me to go through that hurtful fact that I will never gonna be able to see my Dad again...
Comforting my loss...
a stranger that become a good friend of mine...
Was a very great friend indeed...

Whom would have thought this could happen...
I owe it to her...forever...

And now...
Never thought it's gonna be this way...
When I thought everything was okay...
Never thought it's gonna be this hard...

'Appreciate' is the key...
Coz we'll never know what lies on our future that God holds for us...
Only until we say to ourselves..."What If.." or "If Only I Knew..." then we realize time never waits for us...

Don't regret on things in the past...
Learn to forgive those who have done wrong to us...
Learn to accept we human are all the same...
But the things that makes us different is how we are mentally, emotionally & physically strong in facing life difficulties...

It's okay if you stumble, it's okay to fall, it's okay if you're hurt...
But always learn to be strong, strive to survive & learn from our mistakes...
Learn to turn ourselves around to lead a positive life...

God never say life is easy...there's always obstacles and bumps on our journey...
Put our faith in God first before others...
Pray...pray is the key...
Just close your eyes & pray...

Whatever it is, we are all sinners...
I'm not perfect.....so are you....

Living is about learning values of life...
And share life experiences...

And this is a message I sent to remind you that whatever future holds for us,
you're one of my greatest fren that I appreciate in my life...
And I value your existence in my circle...

Thanks for valuable time that we shared...and for the memories...
I love the value of life...

And here I want to share it with you...
In learning to recognise values of our life...
For whatever the future holds for you & me...

We maybe separated by the ocean or by a cause...
And we lead on separate ways...

I....
Will always have silent prayers for you...
Just like a family...
You have touched my heart, you will always be in my prayers & love...

And my tears of fear, sadness & happiness to see everyone's life is cherish & wonder...

Take care always...


Just me,
Cilla