Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Rindu...

I'm missing on someone whom have been in a special place in my heart since I first time felt the big L (Love) in my life with him...

He was the first guy that I've ever loved & always will...

This song I have took from my colleague cum sista K Ajie, she said that this song somehow connected to him...my feeling for him... ;-)

If you happen to read my blog, let it be known to you that this is what I truly wanted to say to you..

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When I sing this song the other day...
I really could feel this song til I cried at one point...huhu...emo? Hmmm maybe...watever... ;P

Enjoy the song....

Kenangan...Memori

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Dilemma of Relationship...

During weekend, I have an amazing time spend with this one guy...

It was quite meaningful...it's been so long since I have a guy in my life...when we tend to compare our old flame with someone new...we would never be satisfied dun we...always differentiate them...

Hmmm...the last two days spending time with him was really a different hangouts I've been to...

He were kinda great companion for me...watch movie, dinner etc...

When he ask me yesterday...where does he stand... I didn't know what to tell him... I can't say he was my friend or a lover...he was somehow special for me I guess...hehehe...

I decided to try be with him...we see how it goes ;-)

*a confession though...I need to let it out...somehow I am falling for him over & over again....my heart is breaking for him...*


Lover

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Sick...& Gym Addict...

Today I woke up with the sexiest voice ever...hahahaha! Tetiber ja sore throat...padahal sudah minum byk air...hmm...normal maybe kan? hehehe..

Well, this whole week I did not write anything on my blog coz everytime I reach my home, open my FB, Blog...whenever wanna start writing, my eyes will be so sleepy...so...no update ler..tired after balik dari gym... ;)

I went to gym on Monday, Wednesday, Thursday but Friday 'off'...miss Stephen Class huhu...next week pun no Stephen class bcoz of Raya Haji... huhu...anyhow...I think my life quite great so far...work, gym & all...

Nothing interesting...hmm... today & 2moro I'm quite free...thought of going out with one of my close friend...but I dun think we're gonna meet up...coz...I have a feeling we're not... ;-)

I guess I should be looking for someone to accompany me this weekend... ;-)


Workin' it...

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Aku Bukan Untukmu...

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This song remind me of someone...
A guy who have been constantly there for me...
Loves me for who I am...
Just that we were not meant to be together...



Well, enough abt sad stories... huhu... ;)

Enjoy... ;-)


Getekss ker? ;p

Dedebu Cinta...

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I heard this song in the cab...on the way back to my house in PJ...I love it...

Something to enjoy...! ;)


Cil

Monday, November 16, 2009

Happy...

I am happy today!!! U know why? Coz I can smile & laugh at the office with all sort of jokes my colleagues says to me.... Funny! Hehe... Well, my colleagues saw me as a happy go lucky person...They usually openly say anything they wanna say to me...I'm happy with them...though sometimes they do hurt me with certain words but hey...I learned to be cool...just dun wanna care so much abt critics...hehe..

Somehow, I did thought about what happen if I move to KK permanently and left all these great friends & colleagues??? One thing for sure, I will never forget them & will always cherish the memories we had together...It's definitely gonna be tough for me...but I need to try to be strong juga... ;)

I enjoyed my day...With my friends...somehow...I feel that having few good friends does help me to be more open minded, care-free, and easy going person...


Well..it is a great day indeed...and I am happy... ;-)


Cilla

Saturday, November 14, 2009

2 Days…

Haven’t update my blog for the past 2 days…

Been tired with gym lately…balik rumah, cuci kain, terus tidur…but I think I’m doing fine…just that my legs quite tired lah with all the jumping, stepping, running, dancing etc… ;) But the best of all, I can easily fall asleep now…sebab tired kan…so when I lay down touch the pillow terus flat till morning…it’s a nice feeling…maybe this feeling penat will be going on for the first 2 weeks but I hope it will be my norm routine to go to gym and tryout 2 or 3 class max at one go…

At the gym, I had a quiet time on my own, focusing on my workout, focusing my target & maybe can broaden my networks by making new friends…

Last Thursday, I went for BJ class @ SPK, supporting one of my friends, Uchop doing TT in Jason’s class…It was so much fun, we laugh, we scream & we dance like we are in our own world…haha! Damn wicked! I like the vibe there!!! Amazing…! I got goosebump juga coz dunno lah… ;p

Ever since morning, I was experiencing terrible headache probably due to lack of oxygen in my brain kot…(ceh macam pandai ja)…coz I felt difficult to breath pun ada juga…but takde lah nak layan sgt…

I think it’s bcos I stop eating my BP pills tu lah yg menaikkan my BP esp now I’m always active…I took 2 pills of uphamol but the pain only gone for few hours and then it kicked back again in the evening…

But pening2 pun…sampai juga jejak kaki kat Sg Wang during lunch…nak survey something kata nyer…hehehe…I was asking a favour from K Ajie & Nieza to accompany me to search for sumthing….what is it? Hmmm…cannot tell lar… but I think I found it already…but which one..later we will know…

During night BJ class, I was fine at first but feel light dizzy je…dah bila bab pusing memusing tue…suddenly my head rush like mcm throbbing pain on my head…after BJ, I plan to join Pump but with that condition mesti I injured or fainted terus lagi susah kan? So, I relax my mind & body with hot shower…but the throbbing pain kept goin on…

I text my friend to pick me up coz I really cannot tahan the pain if I walk…gerenti sumthing bad happen kan…so I waited for my friend at SPK & she gave me a ride home…*segan nak minta tolong kt one of my friend in d gym…u know who u r hehe*


Friday

I started my Friday with a great positive mood…coz I woke up feeling rather fresh & energetic…I thought that my BP pills out of stock…rupa2nyer kat ofis plak..so I took 1 pill, then tetiber je my hyper kat ofis menjadi jadi…well, they said, Tidak Sah if Cilla tidak hyper…! Hahaha…! ;) I like making people happy…& laugh so that, they realize that Life is Wonderful if YOU choose it to be…& it’s all in ur attitude towards life…But don’t be too over la…everything in moderation… Enjoy Life! Enjoy Work! Enjoy Socialising! Enjoy Ur Free time! Enjoy Ur Private Moment Alone! Enjoy with Great Friends! And most importantly, Enjoy with ur own loving family…!

I called up my mum during lunch, I talked to my dad at first, cos I forced my mum to pass the phone to my dad…

The reason why is that…my dad had a minor Stroke last year December 08, and mostly for Stroke patients, they paralyzed half body…But for my dad’s case, his small blood vessels at the back of his head, not sure what they called it, was the place that the blood thickens…it doesn’t develop yet as a blood clot *touchwood*…but it makes my dad’s movement & his speech slows…& he can’t write properly or talk in a normal speed…last year, me & my bro bought 2 type of walking stick for him & a wheelchair so that we could bring him out from the house & go for window shopping…but he refused, even more stubborn than his normal behaviour…coz my dad is a very stubborn person…but with his condition, he makes it even more worst…*now I know where I got my stubbornness from hehe* He also didn’t want to go to church for like a month or two…refused to be seen his condition like that by people…

I was not in KK when he had the attack…it happens few days b4 I go back to KK for Christmas holiday…when I got the phone call early morning from my mum saying that their in the hospital, I broke down & cried my eyes out during my breakfast time at one the mamak’s restaurant…They didn’t call me up the night b4 bcoz my mum knows that I can’t hear things like that…My mind that time was so blank & the only thing I wanted to do was to go for EL & to be there for my dad…but there no leave available for me already…I took advance leave then bought another ticket thereafter I go back & see my dad that time…I took extra 2 days leave so overall about 2 weeks lah I went back KK…

Once arrived home, my mum said that my dad keep on asking when I’m coming back to see him…when I was really in front of him, he seems to be confused at first…doesn’t seem to recognize me…he didn’t wanna talk either when I try talking to him…My mum said he doesn’t want me & my bro to see him in that state…so he only speak to my mum…never wants to open his mouth if me & my bro wanted to talk to him…I hold back my tears when I look at his face…no expression…my mum ask if he remember who I was…I barely hear his answer but he nodded…and said “ingatt..” I went to my room, I cried a little from the tears that I hold… Me & my bro determined to find any info abt Stroke…the medical supply, therapy & all… Got some assistance from my uncles & aunties juga lah that time….

Well, this entry kinda makes me remember that ‘turbulent’ time…But to make long story short…I forced my mum to pass the phone to my dad bcoz I wanted him to practice his speech…I talked to him…ask him how he was doing…what he normally do during lunch time…what food he eats…tapi last2…me pula yg kena marah…haha…my dad… always like that…but he’s improving...he can walk now without any support…he can slow jog…& can walk down & up the stairs without us…he can bath on his own…eat on his own…I was very happy to talk to him…

Oh yess…not forgetting Bibi Echa! My cousin’s daughter…She can recognize my voice from the phone already…everytime I call my mum, she always pass the line to Echa…& when she hears my voice, she will start mumbling & laughing…cute!!! I wanna a baby!! ***Tiba2 plak…*** Yalah…if u want baby, u must find the ‘father’ first…kan?

Eeiissshhh….na mau fikir dulu boleh? But I want a baby… huhuuu…
***Mix story ler nieh***



Big & Beautiful Daughter to my Dad & Echa’s Favourite Aunty… *Haha!*

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Great BJ Class!!

Woohooo!

I am damn damn damn tired lah babe! I workout just now for Body Attack & BodyJam...!

I can't do Pump juz now cos Attack class was really my 'Everest' at the moment coz alot of jumping & running...But BJ class also tested my stamina juz now coz of the mix track yg mmg giler punyer penatss...but I really had a great time in BJ juz now...**boleh lah jugak menyumbang kan suara bising kt class huahauhau** The feeling was phenomenal & kudos to Zaza for great class...& also Uchop the 'special guest' instructor for the night...

Honestly, I enjoyed BJ class very much juz now...a great feeling there...**** :p

Now my body aching badly...my eyes are so sleepy...and juz plain tired... got some things wanna update here...but I'm just so sleepy I can type anything on my mind right now yg tersirat dan yg tersurat pun ader...**hish takut la habis pecah rahsia yer** heheheh...

Anyway...tats all for now...

**To my fren...*u know who u r...Miss you dear* Biler I ckp I miss tue...mmg genuine tue okeh? hehehe*

P/S : 2moro another day to survive lagi...oh God! Give me strength..!


Tired BJ fans

Change & Long Lost Friends...

I got a suprised phone call during my lunch hour today...it was from a long lost college friend back in 1999...

She was one of my best friend in Stamford College...we were very close last time...she's very rough type of lady & very 'ganas' lah sort of...the way she talks, acts...etc...but she's a very good friend to me...

We hangout alot at her uncle Cyber Cafe last time...& we loved to MIRC that time...zaman2 chatting tgh hot time tu uolsss hahaha! Very best lah time tue...study...chat...study...chat...went to games arcade & just play games all day long with our guy friends especially during weekends and after class...

I was abit of a tomboy myself that time, she was talking to me on the phone during noon, and I was suprised by her statement... ' Cilla, dari suara ko, mcm saya rasa sia tidak kenal sudah Cilla yg dulu...ganas, wild & tough...cara ko cakap pun mcm sudah jadi control ayu gitu...and ko pun mcm berubah sudah...lain lah hehe'...

I feel kinda weird though...well, I know I have changed...so much in terms of clothing especially but I know I have changed my perception abt life and my behaviour have developed to be a matured adult...so I learn to grow up I think really...there are still some part of me which hold my hidden wild, tomboy & tough personality & only need to be shown during emergency only kot...haha! ;p

Anyway, back to my friend...she was quite happy with my improved self....but she wants to see me lor when I get back to KK this December...how? how? Malu lar if she still see me with my body camnieh juga....no changes....kah kah kah....**Okay...another reason to push myself kan** Urrgghh!! Huahuahauhaua... ;p

I enjoy talking to her...and I'm sorry that I neglected her calls for these few years...she has been trying to call me since like after we finish our Diploma Level 1, but I never return her calls...so now I determined to patch things up with her again...Huhu! **mcm org byk dosa plak I nieh kan**

It's a great feeling connecting with old friends again...I missed all of them so much... :)

When there's a friend of mine mentioned sumthing abt friendship also today, I know that we all too feel the same way... as we grow old, we tend to have new friends but...it still comes down to our old friend that matters the most coz old friends reminds us how we were used to be...when we never knew abt life difficulties...and all we know just enjoy urselves...

Well...things changed, so do people around us...even our climate changes... hehehe ;)

Seize the moment...appreciate what u have now...great friendship that builts...new relationship...coz u just never know when God can take it all away just like a flash of lightning without a warning...& when the moments over, u cannot revive what u have lost & feel of regretting are the worst thing that u felt from the heart...& it will eat u alive ler...! ;p


Great Friendship

Sushi! Sushi! Sushi! ;p

Okay...I'm guilty then..haha!

I was supposed to be on a good & healthy diet but...I just had a great dinner @ Sakae Sushi KLCC & it was damn nice & ambik byk pula tue...!!! I can't stop ler...Honestly, last saturday went to Sushi King Mid Valley costs abt RM 60++ for 2 of us...then just now costs us abt RM 65++ for 2 person jugak lah...

Well...in my defence, sushi can be considered as healthy food kan? Huhu...*alasan bah ni* Okay...I think I'll make it up by going for Attack 2moro ler...I try hehe... :)

Don't know lately I've been craving for Sushi since last week...and I think I can eat it again & again & again & again....hahaha...maybe for another week...belum rasa muak lagi nieh...*I can still dream abt sushi at the moment haha*

Well, I enjoy eating sushi now...it's my new addiction for food ... ;p

*Thanks to the friend whom always bring me to the best food in town* Haha! ;p


Sushi obsessed

Monday, November 9, 2009

Penat Tahap Maksima...!

Sgt lah penat dgn mula aktifnya gym nieh...Kepenatan tahap dewa lah org kata...huhu...

Tapi pembakar semangat dlm diri menjadi motivasi utk tidak berputus asa...dan lebih2 lagi sokongan dari kawan2 yg tak putus2...memang lah certain drpd mereka lebih memerli i rather than membina semangat i...tapi i tak kisah...sebab I tau mereka ambil berat sebenarnya...reverse pyschology ler kononnyer... huahauhaua....tapi takper...janji I cuba gak utk workout habis2an...

Hari nie record buat 3 class...walaupun yg last class buat half jer...tapi suker...enjoy! Saya boleh tenangkan fikiran & relax...lupa kejap pasal kerja...walaupun buat Body Pump amatlah stressful tapi...stress yg best... :P

Body Step pula...Fuh...mmg giler...rasa mcm I punya body nak hancur je rasa bersama dgn tulang2 kat badan nieh...tapi...I lawan habis2 penat itiew & berjaya habiskan kelas tu gak...Lega rasa...

Lepas tu...mmg tak nak dah masuk kelas BJ, tapi atas dorongan geng2 BJ...*pantang yer...BJ is like a drug to me* Mesti gatal badan nak join...apa lagi? There I was menari gak... but half way...mmg dah penat giler...so I keluar half way...

Huhu...rasa rugi juga tak habiskan kelas tapi....I satisfied...I balik rumah felt tired sgt...makan something light then now Blogging, FBing...pasni...nak tido...Rehat cukup2!!!

Nanti Wednesday ada favourite class Wooohoooo! *tgh fikir nak gi gym esok ke tak*


Tired 'Gaban' *heheheh...perasan ;p*

Is it just a 'Crush'...

Well...let the song says itself...whether it's meant for someone or not... ;)
Enjoy this... **How I wish...*

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Everyone have an 'Angel' by their side...

Whenever I feel vulnerable, weak or hopeless...I will always think of you...

My Angel... ;)




I sit and wait does an Angel contemplate my fate'
And do they know the places where we go when we're gray and old'
Cuz I have been told, that salvation let's their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed, thoughts running through my head and I feel the love is dead,
I'm loving angel instead

CHORUS:
And through it all,
He offers me protection, a lot of love, and affection
whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall, wherever it may take me,
I know that life won't break me when I come to call.
He won't forsake me, I'm loving angel instead.

When I'm feeling weak and my pain walks down, a one way street
I look above and I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows, He brings flesh to my bones and when the love is dead,
I'm loving angel instead

CHORUS:
And through it all,
He offers me protection, a lot of love, and affection
whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall, wherever it may take me,
I know that life won't break me when I come to call
He won't forsake me, I'm loving angel instead

Do Love Really Hurts?

I saw this poem somewhere...it touch my heart when I first read it...

Something for us to ponder...abt love... ;-)

POEM 1

Look at these eyes
and these sweet lips
look a little deeper
and maybe you will see
that this girl you are looking for
was she really exist?

Quit saying you care for me.
For once.. just show that you love me.

Life is like a dream
you always wake up to the truth
and sometimes it sucks

When the last teardrop falls
I will stand tall
And hold onto the memories
Of how you used to be

When someone really loves you,
they will never hurt you.
And if they do,
you can see it in their eyes
that it hurts them too...

It's hard to determine
where to draw the line
between being nice
and not hurting people's feelings,
and standing up
for what you believe.

We take a risk
when we open our hearts
because the truth is,
if we open our hearts,
we will get hurt.
You can’t open your heart
and not have some hurt
because you’re in a
human experience.
Even if it’s the love of your life
and you have many wonderful,
deepening, growing,
powerful years together,
it’s a human experience
and that person will pass over.
Love takes courage.
Be courageous.

If you don't know,
then ask me.
If you don't agree,
then argue with me.
If you don't like,
then say it to me.
But don't keep silent
and judge me.



POEM 2

I don't need anyone to take advantage
of my weaknesses or my strengths,
I need someone who will appreciate
me for everything that I am.

People won't remember what you did.
People won't remember what you said.
But, people will remember how you made them feel.

True love is falling in love with your best friend,
and only then, will you find the meaning of happiness.

Never say 'I like you' if you don't care.
never talk about feelings if they're not there.
never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.

It's hard to live alone,
its hard to choose someone to love,
but the hardest part of falling
is to admit that you have fallen in love
with someone you didn't mean to love from the start...

We all want to fall in love.
Why? Because that experience
makes us feel completely alive.
Where every sense is heightened,
every emotion is magnified,
our everyday reality is shattered
and we are flying into the heavens.
It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon.
But that doesn't diminish its value.
Because we are left with memories
that we treasure for the rest of our lives.

Love is not measured by how you feel,
but how you make the other person feel.

When traveling the path of life,
and finding love along the way,
everything looks new and different.
Little do you know it is the same old landscape
you used to see all of the time;
love has just given you new eyes.

GOD puts a certain person in our Lives for a Reason,
And whatever Reason that GOD
had in mind for putting you into mine...
I don't mind... I am just thankful HE did.

Love may mean taking chances, but their worth taking.

Love, is letting go of fear

So often we don't say 'I love you'
because we fear losing someone,
but more often we lose them
because we fear saying 'I love you'

If you love someone, tell them...
for hearts are often broken by words left unspoken.



Love Hurt? Or Love changes everything...

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Body Ache!

I gotta say this...

MY BODY REALLY DAMN TIRED & EXCRUCIATINGLY IN PAIN ALL OVER!!!

But I think I still have burning torch inside me to do this...I try to keep it up...God how i wish this is easy...give me strength & energy...and motivation please! If I lose concentration then habislah! lose focus...hehehe...

Well...that's all for now... I just wanna say that working out at the gym always fun! Stress reliever *from work jer*...


Keep it up Cilla! Work it babe!

It's My Life Anyway...

I just wanna say that...

This is my life anyway...for what I have to listen to ur say everytime? I have my own brain...I'm not stupid...I think I'm matured enough to make my own decision on what's wrong or right...I am feeling rather happy now...on top of the world even...but it seems that you can't accept that the fact!

And your behaviour keeps me at bay...I had enough! And I'm just too tired to care for your feelings already...All this while I have been nothing but be a good fren to you...now what happen?

I dun wanna keep repeating...I'm just letting my feelings out...

Btw, a friend in need is a friend indeed...u know it better...


This is my life anyway...and there's nothing you can do stop me doing what I wanna do right now...if you perceived me as a bad, evil and wild person...whatever suits u...go ahead...I won't bother abt u or anybody's feeling anymore...I just shut one eyes & just ignore other ppl's feeling...this is what I wanted & I am HAPPY....GET IT?!


So stop F***ing ur life & move forward!

Friday, November 6, 2009

My Body Is Wonderland...

I have been started to go to the gym regularly now...to de-stress, to release, to relax (hmm...relax kew?), to lose weight * i know lots of ppl heard me saying this but no changes juga, so now I wanna push myself to the another level...and try again... and some more...gym can be a place for you to have fun *BJ class ultimate class for me*

Tuesday, I went for Body Step class...tired & my leg feel excruciating painful...but I continue till the end of the class...Then yesterday, wednesday BJ class...was quite tiring too...BJ 49...well, there were many special memories there in BJ 49...always remembered...some things just cannot be erased especially as sweet as these... ;)

Just now, I went for BJ class @ SPK & Body Pump..It was an ultimate workout...now my arms and legs are painful & shaky...hehehe...well, no pain no gain....

I wanted to concentrated on doing gym things now...bcos I promised someone that I'll try.... ;) I owe that someone...


Tired like dead but I think I am happy...

Thursday, November 5, 2009

The Day That I Let Go...

Yes...today is 'the Day' I let it all go...

Today is the day that I realise I can't control...

And today is a special day that I suddenly feel like I just dun wanna care so much anymore...When ppl just don't care abt our feelings...why should we bothered? Well, I learn something everyday of my life...my personal life, my work...everything...! Sometimes I learn good & some even bad things...No need to elaborate further...

It's just that...I'm tired...tired of thinking things that are so irrelevant for me to think about...I just wanna forget all this...and be done with it...

From now on...I just wanna kept myself in a place where I can just have a peace of mind and I just wanna let go all...


I'm giving up

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Thinking Of You

A great & strong relationship is not something easily built...and it's not something we can easily get...we have to 'work' for that relationship....and lots of compromising is needed...really...

I'm not in any relationship at the moment & whenever I saw a pair of 'lovebird'...I somehow wish that I could have that once again...maybe I will in the future...but for now...I am enjoying myself with friends who have been a great companion for me...*well, some ppl might say this is a pathetic person saying but who cares...I do love all of my friends that I have now*

It's not easy for me to find love again right now...When we have tested the best, it's not easy to settle with someone whom comes second...

Yes, I learned love from the best...and I learn it from you baby... there will never come a day that I stop regretting to have let you go from my life...& how I wish God could give me a chance & give me a time machine to turn back time & make things the way I wanted...but...that's my selfish side 'talking'...

Whatever it is...I could never love anyone so deeply as much as I have loved you...& I never stop loving...

This song I wanna share it with you...so you know...how I feel everyday of my life without u...until I have find someone else...


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Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it
I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes
I'd like to stay...
Stay...

Monday, November 2, 2009

It's Almost A Bootie Call...

Hmmm...I think the song says it all...

But whatever it is, I am glad that it didn't...This song meant something... :)


all saints - bootie call- Watch more Videos at Vodpod.
Bring it on, bring it, bring it on now x8
Never stop giving good love coz that's why I call you for,(yo, whats up, baby?)
Never stop, baby, give it up coz I know where it came from,you got more...
I like playing games and if it's all the same,
You could bring it on with the rough stuff,
then, give me your love,
I don't wanna be tame...
I need a man to be a real man, in order what I got in store,
Always finish what you start baby,
I know it's heaven,you beg for more,
You know I wanna be diggy down boy, but I don't get around,
Jimmy has to ride in your pocket or lock him in your wallet,
It's just a bootie call.....
Bring it on, bring it, bring it on now (its a bootie call)
Bring it on, bring it, bring it on now (its just a bootie call)
Bring it on, bring it, bring it on now (its a bootie call)
Bring it on, bring it, bring it on now (its just a bootie call)
Bring it on, bring it, bring it on now x2
Giving you what is, baby, names are always good to have,
you never let me down,
I'm always happy when you make me laugh,
but don't try to find this heart of mine,
emotions don't come into my head,
So don't be misled, my heart doesn't need to be bled,
Only trying to be smart baby, don't need the rollercoaster ride,
I've been it, seen it and done it all yeah, yeah,
Don't want you messing with my mind,
So don't be a fool, keep this as your number one rule,
Good loving is not always from the heart, you gotta be smart,
ha ha, stay just the way you are....(its a bootie call)
Bring it on, bring it, bring it on now (its a bootie call)
Bring it on, bring it, bring it on now (its just a bootie call)
Bring it on, bring it, bring it on now (its a bootie call)
Bring it on, bring it, bring it on now (its just a bootie call)
Don't leave me here to be, baby,
Its a bootie call, its a bootie call,its a bootie, its a bootie call. x2
please hang up and try you call againplease hang up now this is a re-recording

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Megan Fox So Damn HOT & SEXY!!!!

I have a funtastic sunday...! It's been quite some time we'd done this...

It was kinda weird though...the feeling...coz now, we don't share stories as much, seldom hang out together & we talk serious business only...

During our so called day out together...there are some issues that we could never just settle...hmmm dah our norm..but I feel kinda happy...so happy...! Coz I am really happy...I have great new groups of friends, ppl & most importantly...my family...

Me & my friend run some errands of our own & we booked Jennifer's Body tickets. At first I was quite hesitant to see it...the preview itself damn scary...I thought I won't be able to enjoy it as much...but at the end...I enjoyed the movie...! Great one! It was kinda gross & sgtsss violent...but Megan Fox makes it so cool! Hahaha...!

Megan Fox are goddess of beauty...! She's so beautiful & too damn hot people! A girl like me can never be look so good like her...! Just gorgeous...! Urrghh, jealous ler...how I wish I could have that body & the sex appeal/symbol attitude to kill for...

Well, I gotta say this...today's outing is like a therapy for us...indeed, as u said, it's long broken... :)

You know what? No matter what I have or do today, No one can take what U & I shared for the past 10 years of our life together...as best friend...


Remember that...


Always your friend forever...

Wheather Change…as we sing our heart out @ Red Box!!

11.35pm – Oct 31, 2009
Yesterday was quite a tiring day but fun ladies nite out indeed!!

I had two consecutive nite out & having fun…*seriously, I’m just too old for this…* haha… but damn I have the best time…especially with great & happening girlfriends…

I love Karaoke…so much…! Wanna make me happy? Bring me to any of Red Boxes, give me a mic, & 3 hours of non stop singing extravanganza…is all it takes to cheer me up! Seriously…hehehehe ;p

We spend the night singing our heart out…Dance & sing…! And not forgetting with buffet okeh?? Food nice…great handsome waiters…hehehe what a view uolss…!

My friend send me back all the way to my house in PJ though she was living in KL…sweet dear… luv ya dear muaaahhh…! ;)

Great talk with her…and I’m happy with her around too…sometimes the way she said things to me…makes it so easier to do… I like her attitude…& amazing la! I chatted with her in FB till the wee hours of morning…abt lots of stuff…hmm secret ler…kan kan kan dear? Hehe.. ;)

I enjoy our conversation dear…something new in my life to think about…

I sleep around 6am then woke up at 10am…lambat dah gi keje…so rushing to office manage to arrived around 11.45 hehe…Be a post women for a day…huahuahuah….! Sambil2 lipat surat, me & my colleague watch Twilight in our PC…hmmm…romantic movies lagi… enough2 lah with the lovey dovey mood… like ppl said makin tua…makin lah menjadi jadi…kah kah kah!!


Penyanyi Getiissss *haha*